one word: cool. this chick's totally cool. oh dear Ritzy, do you want to be my lover?

p/s: yeah i went to a paintball session too. read more at faris, luq and rais' blog.
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vampires,take note!

this is what all vampires should look like! unlike those Cullen's bullshits(seriously, Twilight has destroyed the must-be image of vampires, sigh). this movie should be the guideline for vampires out there, no, not guideline, a benchmark.
still feel creepy watching this film even though watched it lots of times. enjoy this scene!

p/s: creepy, isn't it? ha ha ha~


Lesson Learned Today.

1 lab and 2 lectures for today. total hours for today's class is 5 hours. learned some networking stuffs, visual basic programming and marketing, functions and sub-procedures, etc etc...of many things i learned in today's classes, none was planted in my head. none except one. from principles of marketing class. there were so much things learned in marketing class today, i only learned this in the class:
"If you want to quit or give up or fail on something, don't blame other people for it. If you hate the person the Almighty God will make you see more person like that in your future."
seriously man, it stroke right into my head and my heart and planted well in my brain.



"Took a drive into the sprawl
To find the places we used to play
It was the loneliest day of my life
You're talking at me but I'm still far away"

-The Suburbs
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words to Mary Jane.

you're making me so slow
you're making me all warm inside
soothing, harmonious, that's who you really are
you never failed to make me smile
to make me happy
to wash all my problems away
through thick and thin you'll always by my side
i love you, Mary Jane
until i exhale my lastest breath on this cruel world
til death do us apart.



"The blues ain't nothin' but a good man feelin' bad, thinkin' 'bout the woman he once was with", Willie Brown. Crossroads(1986)

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The Real Eye Shield 21

i think everyone have read this manga called EyeShield 21 right?well basically the story is about a high-schooler named Kobayakawa Sena played in an American Football team called Deimon Devil Bats.sure there are lots of characters in this story but i want to emphasize on the main character,Kobayakawa Sena a.k.a the EyeShield 21.

well,Sena plays as Running Back (RB) position for the Devil Bats.and he wears the jersey by the number 21.and he also wears an eyeshield on his helmet,in order to keep the EyeShield 21 identity unknown.

Name: Sena Kobayakawa
Team: Deimon Devil Bats
Position: Running Back (RB)
Jersey Number: 21

well,i must say here that in National Football League (NFL) in USA,there is a real EyeShield 21.in a real American Football game.y'all don't believe?let's take a look.

well,there he is.our mysterious EyeShield 21.number 21,wearing an eyeshield on his helmet.so,who the fuck is this guy?

Name: LaDainian Tomlinson
Team: currently playing for New York Jets
Position: Running Back (RB)
Jersey Number: 21

well,this is our real EyeShield 21.Tomlinson,playing as RB and wearing jersey number 21.he also wears the eyeshield too.well,except for the skin color.


watched this movie on Thursday night with luqman,zainol,rais and faris.originally we wanted to watch The Expendables but ended up watching this movie.

okay,i don't want to write a long review about this movie.all i want to write is this: too many twisted in the storyboard and destroys the excitement of those action-packed shits in this movie.and those Cold War,Russia-America bullshits .


Meet Me In The Basement

Song Title: Meet Me In The Basement
Artist: Broken Social Scene
Album: Forgiveness Rock Record

dapat main lagu ni lagu opening Euphonious next year memang terbaik la!

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One More Time With Colors EP by Zee Avi

track listing:
1. Is This The End
2. I Wish I Never
3. Just You And Me
4. The Story

another discography collection from Zee Avi. nice EP,tho. i recommend y'all listen to Just You And Me,nice song. overall,this piece of artwork by Zee Avi is nice,with her soft and mellow voice,just as we expected from her.no need to write more,just get this EP and listen it.it's worth buying,i promise.


500 Days of Summer

no need to write a long essay about what i've been through.this movie describes it all.a great movie,tho.you guys should see it.


the 1st day of fasting live feed

-after celebrating faris' birthday in such an un-gay style,all went to mamak(the restaurant) to sahur(having a meal before you start fasting at the dawn).nasi goreng ayam tak habis,syrups,ganu's new scandal(squash thingy).

10.00 am
-woke up and there was my pall mall menthol on the desk.dah nak isap dah,baru teringat puasa pulak.on the way to the class,went in the shop and nearly bought a drink,baru teringat today was the first day of puasa.sigh,could not drink a fresh,lovely milk on the way to class.

-finished class.straight away went to bed.

-woke up.tried to sleep back but could not do so.damn the weather was so hot,at puasa day pulak tu.

-at the bazaar.yong taw fu Rm15.dah lama tak beli yong tau fu sampai RM15..

-still in the car on the way back to college when i heard the azan maghrib.we popped the A&W rootbeer in the car and there was it,the 1st day of puasa was successfully finished!

now,i just finished sahur for the next puasa day with nuar,rais,faris and zainol.

s' been a long time

i've been through lots of stuffs since the last post was published.bad times,good times,happy times,shitty times,you name it,fellas.but it's okay,i gained some experience though,and experience teaches you how to live.and yeah,this new motherf-er problem just hit me: i am currently having a short term memory.so,if suddenly i forget about things,please don't be mad at me.luckily i still can remember my friends,and y'all keep that in mind,will you?

to fellow friends,thanks for helping me out during my hard times.thanks for reincarnate me back from the dead.til i die i'll remember that.

keep going on forward,even there is a storm ahead,because this is life.


Slipknot bassist Paul Dedrick Gray found dead

another loss on metal music scene. metal band Slipknot's bassist, Paul Gray or #2 a.k.a 'The Pig' was found dead at his hotel room in Iowa. the police are still investigating the cause of his death.

#2, 38 years old, has been playing with Slipknot since 1995, as bassist and backup vocals. he had announced earlier this year that he was taking time off to play in metal supergroup Hail! with ex-Judas priest vocalist Tim “Ripper” Owens, Megadeth’s David Ellefson, and Sepultura’s Andreas Kisser.

R.I.P Paul, may the God be with you.
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it's gonna be hard!

database system is on....today. at 2.30 pm sharp. and i don't fucking understand what i'm reading rite now. not even a single letter.

business statistics is on wednesday. i'm so going to die this wednesday. God please help me.

good luck to nuar,faris,luq,adib,shafiq,kimi,nik and others.

may the Force be with us.


hujan di pagi sabtu.

sejuk. dan nyaman. memang susah nak menggambarkan suasana hujan di pagi hari. bunyi deruan air hujan yang turun melimpah ruah di bumi di pagi hari adalah suatu nikmat yang tak dapat di ucapkan oleh kata2.di sini gua di bilik joe budu menulis sambil menunggu turn gua untuk mens-steng surya beliau. gua memang suka steng surya dengan beliau. lagi2 dekat2 nak puntung. memang terasa sungguh rasa surya di part2 puntung.

dan joe budu masih lagi bermain gitar yang lagu nya gua tak beberapa nak pasti sebab rhythm nye ter-sekat2. tadi beliau main lagu Subways-Rock n Roll Queen. sekarang ni gua taktau dia tengah main lagu apa. pagi hari ini memang tenang. dapat jugak gua menenangkan jiwa gua selepas berserabut di malam tadi. hari ini abang grungey a.k.a faris ahmad nak pegi konsert Seven Collar T-Shirt. gua sedih. sebab tak dapat pegi sebab gua nak study statistics. markah coursework gua sangat teruk. ada kemungkinan nak kena repeat semester depan. dalam hati ter-bayang2 macam mana lah konsert Seven Collar T-Shirt tu. mesti meriah tahap gila babeng punya lah. awek2 ketat confirm memenuhi KLPAC. grr ini memang nak buat gua menangis ni. Seven Collar T-Shirt memang terkenal kalau bab2 live act nya. memang terbaik. kalah SM Salim punya konsert. dan tentu nya motif ke-2 gua, nak usha awek2 ketat terlepas. takpe,mungkin ada hikmah disebalik nya. mungkin lepas ini,gua dapat gi kelab bogel ke(harap2 ada la kat malaysia), ataupun secara tiba2 AC/DC datang malaysia,gua dapat tiket free ke,mana kita tau kan..

hmm melepas....

p/s: abang grungey a.k.a faris,tolong usha kan awek2 ketat untuk gua,bro..(eh kau budak lompat kan??)

-may the Force be with you.


catitan 6 pagi.

jam: 0615. masih tak tido lagi dan dah stengah jam (kot) orang azan. kalau kt rumah ni, memang dah start bising dah. bunyi ibu gua kejut anakanda2 nya gi sekolah. gua yang tak sekolah pun bangun paling awal sekali. tak pasal2 jadi mangsa jugak. dan disebabkan gua terbangun dengan tak sengaja nye, gua kene kejut adik2 gua. orang kata time subuh rezeki datang, bagi gua suwey ber-timpa2. dah la semua tido macam dah 30 tahun tak tido, kejut 50 kali baru bangun. kalau time sekolah asrama dulu ni, dah kena simbah ngan satu baldi + air paip sejuk ni.

okay gua taknak tido,gua nak tunggu sarapan baru tido. pekena roti kosong Ali-G pagi2 memang terbaik, walaupun pergerakan pekerja2 nye agak lambat pada waktu pagi. okay sebelum gua gi sarapan + tido, gua nak bagi lesson yang gua dapat hari ni, meski nya pun lesson ni berpunca daripada satu hal yang kecik je bagi gua. lesson nya: Life is unfair. Deal with it.

ye, kita selalu nak itu lah, nak ini lah..tapi kadang2 kita tak dapat, sebab Life kata 'tak boleh, gua tak boleh bagi lu ini barang'. dan kita rasa Life sangat tak adil sebab tak bagi kat kita. well, itu lah Life. Life ini memang sangat tak adil. dia tak boleh bagi kita semua benda kita nak dalam dunia ni sebab dia cakap: 'Well, if i give you everything in this world, I will not be interesting anymore'. so, bak kata mamat2 ber-hidung mancung, 'Deal with it'. jangan korang2 nak merajuk bila tak dapat something, atau apa yang korang plan tak jadi. because The Mighty and Intellectual God knows more than you, He has better things and plans for you.

okay gua tau gua merepek. bye bye.
-may The Force be with you.

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I am lagged behind

zaman kini adalah zaman indie. zaman dimana anda kena pakai baju topman untuk membuktikan anda adalah indie sejati. kalau takde duit sangat, pakai t-shirt yang ada label 'Saya Sayang Emak Saya' dan se-kutu2 nya. seluar kena skinny dan colourful, lagi contrast warna, lagi indie lah anda. kasut, converse all star pun boleh, kalau high cut, anda memang indie sejati. boleh menang award Brader Indie of The Year. cardigan mesti kena pakai. kotak2 okay.. spek mesti mau yang besar gedabak macam nenek aku pakai tu. no sunglasses okay. spek mata yang besar tu. kalau sunglass, anda tak cool. oh ya, rambut. rambut anda mesti rebonding, disikat ketepi, selagi tepi yang anda mampu. kasi turun bawah rambut anda okay, kalau disikat ketepi saja, nanti dikata skema pulak. oh, anda mesti kena ada kamera. DSLR. kalau takde kamera, tak indie. tak seni habis la senang citer. muzik kena dgr muzik indie, kalau tak kena pijak. anda mampu memenuhi kriterion2 di atas? jika jawapannya ya, anda adalah seorang indie bak kata sorang mamat gua jumpa kat gig ni: "pendengar muzik sejati beb indie ni!!!"

itu lah zaman sekarang. kalau anda tak ikut, anda ketinggalan zaman. sangat kuno. dan bakal menjadi bahan kutukan brader2 dan minah2 indie.

me? i don't know. gua dress up memang ikut dan je, unless kalau ada event, kena la formal. skinny + colourful, memang gua takde lah. seluar pun ade satu je, tapered Lee tu. itu lah seluar dunia akhirat gua pada ketika ini. DSLR memang gua tak mampu beli lah, setakat pakai kodak pun jalan je, janji boleh tangkap gambar. rambut? memang dah macam mat dadah dah ni..awek gua pun dah naik runsing dah tengok rambut gua ni..nasib baik die tak bawak mesin potong sendiri rambut gua. memang rebonding, sikat tepi turun bawah tu takde la dalam kamus hidup rambut2 gua ni. gua dengar lagu memang lagu orang tua semua nye. Led Zepp, Beatles, Search, Wings, SYJ, May, Pantera, dan sekutu-sekutu dengannya lah (radio rasmi: Sinar FM). kalau budak indie check mp3 gua, memang confirm jadi bahan bualan ni. "ni ape ni lagu jiwang karat ni bang..sekarang dah tak main dah lagu2 jiwang karat". okay la, memang ada dengar band2 indie ni, tapi ada la dalam 2-3 kerat, yang mana style2 tu la (aku rasa dulu band2 aku minat ni takde pun kene panggil band indie). dan gua memang tak dan nak pakai spek nenek gua pegi gig dan jaya jusco atau ipoh parade. jadi, mengikut analisis diatas, gua rasa gua ni memang ketinggalan zaman betul. sumpah confirm jadi bahan cerca merca dan kutukan brader2 dan minah2 indie.

Now playing: The Ramones - I Wanna be Sedated
via FoxyTunes


kucar-kacir,gundah gulana.

Amaran: post ini tidak boleh menyebabkan anda jadi gila. jangan risau.

semenjak dua menjak tiga menjak ni hidup gua mmg kucar kacir,kalah najib tun razak beb..korang tengok najib gi US,gi jepun tu x busy lagi mcm gua ni beb..test, projects, presentation, test, study, exam...zzz....dan lain2...tapi takleh nak buat ape dah, ni lah nasib mangsa2 sistem pendidikan malaysia..exam, exam, exam...semua exam-oriented...lame2 semua jadi tepu...nak ketuk paku pun tak reti...ye,ini lah realiti...tak heran la kalau 10-15 tahun lagi workshop dah xde mekanik, semua nak blaja pandai2 jadi doktor je, takde sape pun nak jadi mekanik...maka mekanik zaman skrg ni boleh dikategorikan sebagai spesis terancam, di mana populasi nye boleh dikatakan tak sampai 3 ribu kat malaysia ni..tak caye? cuba kira sendiri..

Now playing: Van Halen - Eruption
via FoxyTunes
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The Fall at The Bridge

ok this is the story about The Fall of Chelsea. the round of 16 UEFA Champions League's game is just over, between Chelsea FC and Internazionale Milan, resulting 1-0 win to Inter. 1-0 winning means 3-1 aggregate to Inter(2-1 at the 1st leg game) and seals away their place to the quarter final. one goal from Samuel Eto'o is enough to silence The Blues' fan at The Bridge as he scored at 78th minute, just 12 minutes away from the final whistle. with only 3 minutes remaining, Chelsea had to play with 10 men as Drogba is sent off due to his body contact(maybe) foul against Thiago Motta.

Chelsea sucks. as a fan of Chelsea FC, i must say that Chelsea is very suck at that game. better watch Man Utd play against AC Milan, with more organized gameplay by United. seriously they keep on playing at the side of the field,rather than playing creativefuly at previous game(vs West Ham). seriously man, Inter managed to block them from the side, keep blocking them from making a nice cross. nice work, you Italianos. defenders,not so fast enough when it comes to Eto'o's goal. it was Ivanovic who failed to realiza Eto'o's presence and lead to his goal. the most frustrated thing is no finishing. come on,guys..with Anelka and Drogba play at the front,how come cannot produce A GOAL? better bring in Kakutta, or Sturridge next time. to Inter,nice play especially to Sneijder,Eto'o and Milito on the offensive side,Zanetti,Maicon on the defensive side and Julio Cesar,the goalkeeper for performing so well at the game. defensive - nice one,nice marking. i'm sure Mourinho knows well about his ex-squad,even after 3 years leaving Chelsea. even after leaving the club,The Special One still managed to beat his ex-players and club.
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let's get back to business!

it's been um.............a month since i last updated my blog. duh, i'm having a kinda-busy day lately, with class registration, labs registration and lots and lots of blah-blah-blah registration. now i'm back, sitting in front of my PC and ready to write again.

now, let's get back to buisness!!
shall we?

-may the Force be with you.
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bakar, jangan tak bakar.

post ini tidak ada kaitan dengan abu bakar as-siddiq, abu bakar ellah dan juga pak bakar. dan juga tidak ada kaitan dengan bakar rokok. jikalau anda nak bakar rokok ketika membaca post ini, silakan. bak sini sepam dua.

harini memang takde citer lain. bukak lah buletin utama ke, berita kerajaan RTM ke, edisi 7 ke, berita mandarin ke, awani ke, headline mereka-mereka ini semua nya sama je. semua nya pasal gereja kena bakar. berapa banyak? 3 gereja. 2 kena bakar, lagi 1 tak sempat. kat mane? kat area2 selangor. bila berlaku nya ni? tengah malam semalam. ini semua punca nya daripada, takyah citer kat sini lah, semua orang dah tau. pasal punca nya tu, saya no comment. lebih baik diam daripada buat ulasan sendiri. karang, tak pasal2 kena hentam. saya nak bagi saya punya personal point of view lah pasal mende ni.

korang nak bergaduh pasal nama tuhan tu, lantak korang lah, saya tak pernah kisah pun. janji takde kacau bilau. ini dah sampai bakar gereja ni, ape kes brader? korang ingat bakar2 gereja tu jihad sangat ke? abah engkau. ni sape ustaz sekolah agame korang ni? tak reti nak ajar ke? konon nya lah (pada pendapat saya) bakar gereja ni, berjuang di jalan Allah lah konon. pegi mam sama korang. kasi huru hara negara ni ade lah. korang ingat, Tuhan suka ke korang buat mende2 camni? perilaku yang sebegini memalukan malaysia je. dan menghancurkan keharmonian kaum dan inter-religion kat malaysia ni. nak jadi cam bosnia? perang etnik yang berlainan agama? pastu berpecah belah. come on la, brader2 sekalian, Nabi tak ajar buat mende camni. Islam pun tak ajar beb. tak pernah dengar pun Islam suruh musnahkan rumah ibadat agama lain. ni punca nya benda remeh-temeh je, takyah la nak buat mende camni. macam budak2 la. korang caci, maki hamun kitorang budak2 muda ni tak matang, padahal korang lagi tak matang. ape kes?

harini bakar gereja, esok nak buat ape pulak? nak bom pulak ke? pastu bom masjid, bom gereja balik, sampai bila la nak habis?

One Love, One Heart.


Life In A Decade (as urged by encik Ahmad Faris)

Mr Faris has urged anyone who read his 'Life In A Decade' post to write down the past 10 years of his/her life. and i decided to write it down my life in the past 10 years. hmm kinda trying to memorize all things that happened in the past 10 years time.

-moved to kajang from shah alam. new school again. it was my 3rd school in 4 years(cheras-shah alam-kajang). first time ride a bike to go to school(bmx baik punya!)

-i watched WWF for the 1st time ever. heard my friends talking about The Rock, Stone Cold, Chyna made me curious.

-first time jadi pengawas(sekolah agama je la). kena jaga perhimpunan ngan surau time semayang asar.

-accident! was hit by a motorcycle while go to school. absent at school for a week. i think my right shoulder badly hurt. but bmx still ok, good story.

-moved to ipoh(till now). new school, again. the 4th ones. turns out the boy who sat next to me in class was my neighbor at my new house.

-BSB(Backstreet Boys) mania! ni sumer yazid ngan my cousin punya kerja la ni, i was doctrined by that kind of music by these two people. and nick carter was freaking awesome that time!

-sunat. masuk darjah 5 baru nak sunat.

-bmx was stolen! yeah, it took me a week to find that bike and i found it by the river, covered by mud. forever will i curse the boy who took it.

-started to collect all 43 issues of dragon ball comics. hellyeah! complete issues in my room!(and later my lil bro lost most of the issues. darn him)

-started to drink coca cola. kinda sad huh my life? isk isk...

-1st time ponteng. Fahmi was succeeded to bait me ponteng sekolah(only using his Gameboy Color as bait) and played his gameboy color(i finished pokemon yellow in one day). sekali tu je.

-counter strike and cyber cafe. with my neighbour and later was busted by one of the teachers(cikgu idris memang ***** tangkap time esoknya tu hari report card). and yeah i was beaten by my dad. very bad.

-big fight! with my neighbour. small fight turned to a big fight.

-got Digimon D2 for my bday. cool...

-revelation. farouqi invented to me Linkin Park, Hybrid Theory. cool stuff. "crawling in my skin....."

-and i wanted to be a rapper. 8 Mile's influence.

-5A's UPSR! my dad was freakingly happy at that time. i noticed it was joyfully-tearful in his face.

-i attended 3 schools. in this year. all in the first 2-months period.

-attended the 3rd school. sm*pk. back to kajang again. the school that will change my life forever.

-1st week in sm*pk. was pau-ed by the seniors. they took all my foods in the locker. f*** that seniors. can't report them, though. got beat by them later if do so.

-MC battle. went from class to class, MC battling with their best. kinda pretty good MC-ing at that time, everyone got beaten down except Mr Thaqib Anaqi a.k.a Darth Crankey. damn the shit was pretty good too. and we became rapping partner.

-got beaten up by the seniors. and i was expecting it. all because i refused their invitation to play football with them. u know, seniors...

-first rap song with Darth Crankey. i forgot the title.

-first time surfing bangbus.com. thanks, sarawakian boy who taught me to do that(what the f was his name eh?).

-revelation, by Amar Marwan. gave me some sum 41, green day and blink 182's stuffs. green day i liked the most. International Superhits!. remembered it until now.

-first time heard to OAG. also forgot the song title. Shairazin punya kerja. was doctrined by him. and system of a down by syed sheh shahabuddin, my personal music doctrine officer + cousin. Steal This Album!. still remembered it till now.

-my Japs language was getting better. after being 'brainwashed' by mum.

-last place in final year examination had put me in the last class for the next year. plus being mentally insulted by the teachers.

-first experience ever to social network world. friendster + myspace.

-my class: 27 boys, 4 girls. yeah, nice... and cool classmates too.

-i started to forget how to MC-ing. but still listening to too phat.

-got a 'new home' at hostel. the ceiling. complete with mattresses, lamp, radio, foods, ashtray, collections of 100+ cigarette boxes, from generations(i think so) and walkie talkie. (nak citer pasal camne bilik special ni operate, 2-3 post jugak la nak kena tulis)

-revelation, by Shairazin. this dude gave me more weirder shits(at the given time). foo fighters, butterfingers, slipknot, 7 collar tshirt, nice stupid playground, etc etc in his fucking locker. just open the drawer and you will find it. plus, butterfingers released new album at that year, selamat tinggal dunia. the beginning of my music-taste revolution.

-nearly wore only a boxer to school session. busted at 8 am sleeping at dorm. me, apek, usop, din, shai and others. rilek ar, dah lepas pmr kot. pasca-pmr f*** you, school admins.

-9A's PMR! thank God, cause i can appeal to move to MCKK + get the hell outta this school. but sadly, my dearest friend, shairazin a.k.a shai got kicked out. agama B. he got 8As 1B. still got kicked out. fucking school, fucking admins.

-december break. darth crankey a.k.a thaqib anaqi ayam YM-file-transfered me songs. kinda old skool method to send songs. i think it was the subways: rock and roll queen.

-first time dapat mp3 player(for pmr present). bye bye walkman!

-my appeal to MCKK did not work. sigh...

-'You Know You're Right' and 'Smell Like Teens Spirit' were played at radio at the same week. "macam pernah dgr lagu ni time kecik2". curiosity crept inside me. and...boom! it was Nirvana who sang these songs. baru nak kenal siapa Nirvana...

-try to hook up with my one of my classmates. but nearly fight with her bf about that. better avoid the fight and i gave up. no point fighting about a girl. and she did not speak to me until spm finished.

-waged war with that douchey PK HEM over mp3 player issue. small issue, still he wanted to call my dad. bodoh punya HEM.

-World Cup. im not talking about the world cup, zidane headbutt, or italy. it was the incident at the tomyam restaurant. it was brazil-ghana game, climbed the wall and watched football ramai2. yeah, only astro broadcast brazil's game. and then, all of the sudden warden came to that restaurant and we were scattered like pigeons at Jalan Masjid India tu. left all the tomyam campur, daging masak merah, etc etc on the table. "dik, dik bayar dik!" said the counter girl. i went back to the school with harith pop and fakrol. out of 7-8 of us went out, i managed to go back with only 3 of my friends. fuck, it was full operation by wardens to bust those 'flyers' and they did it at the right time. got suspended for a week. it was 11 of us.

-speaking of 11, there was another 11 of my friends got kicked out. because of the crime they did not commit. and then another big loss. farid a.k.a ah leng got kicked out. reason: unknown. the loss of a great percussionist.

-my grandma died. on my way back to kl after visited her at hospital. as i arrived at kl, i bought a ticket and went back to ipoh an hour later.

-revelation. metalhead and arctic monkeys. by those aviation students near my home(whom i knew cause play football together) and thaqib ayam anaqi respectively. iron maiden, helloween, gamma ray, megadeth, sepultura, children of bodom filled in my mp3 player.

-first studio jamming. with thaqib anaqi ayam. from rapping to playing band.

-oh yeah, this is the first time i smoke. nusantara merah my first ever. aku lambat sikit lah masuk hospital dari faris kot nanti.

-and yeah, was hated by the teachers for unknown reason. reaction: hate 'em back!

-all of the sudden, i became the most wanted. what the fuck, wak re(PK 1)?!

-try to cuci tangan, entered back nasyid group after being kicked out in 06. made it to national level. but still hated by the teachers. because we got 2nd place in national level. thank you for hating us, and me.

-the most boring class: my class. approved by other classes.

-a week before spm: "saya doa kamu gagal la, nazrin", teacher. thank you for saying that.

-SPM. and it finished. im really(1000x) glad + joyful tear because finally, i can leave this damn, sick school. never say good bye to that sick school. only to friends.

-got to work to earn money. the beginning of a gardener's tale.

-gig-ing, jamming, travel-ing, and football-ing. played for a club, though. Lapangan Permata FC under-18. left midfield

-7As SPM! it was ok, im glad with my result, and i straight went back to my uncle's at ampang after get the result. that was the last time i went to the school. did not went back until now.

-interviews: UTP and ALAM. ALAM's 2nd round i did not go. got UTP. yeah...

-got new friends at UTP. buloo, apai, and kimi from room in front. faris, poncai at floor below. botak, apict, judin, apit always come to our floor.

-not officially form a band at utp. but jammed together.

-*read the post before this post.*

and there goes a decade of my life. as far as i remembered. its kinda fun trying to remember those memories, i have to open picture albums back, picking up old stuffs from cupboard... and hell yeah when i looked back this post, i laughed at myself. and yeah, laugh me if you want to. this is my bits of past 10 years stories, and i know its kinda weird.


it's 2010,comrades!

today is 2010.yesterday was 2009.today,i open a new book for 2010's story.and im fucking hoping that this year will be more fun than last year.or else i'll kill myself with a shotgun(kurt cobain konon).

this year im 20.shit im getting older.the first number of my age has turned to 2.its not 1 anymore.crap now i feel older than before.i dont know why im feeling like this,is it because all of the sudden the number turns to 2.and im not ready for it?i dont know,fellas.it is just all of the sudden this i-am-getting-older feeling is creeping inside me.

2009 was kinda fun year,though.im graduating my so-suck foundation year.go shisha + karaoke with my fellow and beloved comrades at fihra.singing we are the champion,and amin was punching someone at that time(lupa la siape).and karaoke with shaf(my dearest karaoke mate) at KL lah,ipoh lah.but shaf is freaking good.i will always note him as The Jamal Abdillah.and not to be forgotten,trip to Lumut.with just motorcycles.with fellow comrades faris, luq, shaf, kimi, adib, nik, zeff, nuar and zarith.god,it was like hell.stranded on highway for like,4 hours cause kimi kenot's motorcycle broke down.then we wandered around lumut dah macam mat rempit,and nearly kena halau by orang kat resort tu(terlebih orang).then mandi at teluk batik,bought swimming short at that time,pastu terus mandi.shit it made me laugh when i remember that time.and Ahli Majlis' meeting,at first it was once in a month,then it's everyday-meeting.damn you,gon...my debut performance,with my band,at V1 Dinner.yeah,the equipment was suck,but cool though.and i hope it will be our first step to the other performances in UTP.

climate change, MJ's death, Malaysian Football's SEA Games gold medal, cut the crap, fellas.everyone knows that.it's not worth to write it down here.

the truth is,my friends really made 2009 a meaningful year for me.a huge thanks to my fellow and beloved friends:

joe budu
apit penang
and others whose name were not stated here

for making my 2009 full of fun and meaningful.thank you,guys.

now it's 2010.lets make this year a hell worth for all of us!

Good Bye dear 2009!